Surgery date: June 27 / Chest size 77 / Room 14 / Aesthetic chest / Sebin sub-moderate high 365cc / Lower incision / Goal: Full C
First off, I’m lying on the couch writing this. After showering and taking off my V-fit, I’m lying here thinking, "Wow, I really had surgery…" It’s just now hitting me.
Since I had an aesthetic chest, I read that breast surgery wouldn't gather the breasts, and it would create a Y-shape. I stressed about this a million times before the surgery. But now, when I lie on my side, the cleavage really comes together beautifully in an I-shape. I can’t believe how pretty it looks, so I find myself glancing over at it again, thinking, “Even with an aesthetic chest, I have cleavage…?” That thought brings a wave of emotion.
As for the sensation, it’s getting softer with each passing day. Friends have touched it and asked, “Why is it so soft?” Sometimes, I touch it and wonder, “Was I always like this?” and end up laughing to myself. It hasn’t even been two months yet, but I’m already imagining how much softer it’ll be in another couple of months.
The sensation sometimes feels tingly at the bottom, but it’s not every day like before. When I do feel it, I pinch and prod a bit, and I really sense that the feeling is coming back a lot. I hope that tingly sensation fades away quickly! They say time heals after breast surgery, and I think that’s really true. I find myself thinking, “If I just wait a bit longer, it’ll get even better,” and I’m hanging in there.
After escaping the bandage, a little less than a month later, I went to the hospital and switched to the V-fit. I tried on various sizes there and picked the most comfortable one. The first one I received was 75E! After wearing it for a day, I felt like the cup was a bit lacking, so I immediately ordered a 75F online at the lowest price. Now, I alternate between the E and F sizes. The E has a snug fit, while the F feels more comfortable. They say you usually wear the V-fit two sizes up, so it feels like I’m heading towards the full C image I envisioned. I do have a slight regret of wishing I had gone a bit bigger. (I honestly didn’t think about my old AA size at all… I wonder why I didn’t go bigger back then.)
I don’t have any photos of me in the V-fit… They say people adapt quickly. At first, I was so emotional every time I looked in the mirror that I took pictures like crazy, but now that excitement has dwindled to once every three days, then once every five days. I’ll definitely try to take a picture next time I write a review.
Yesterday, I had my one-month check-up. I received scar treatment and capsule therapy. When the doctor was doing the laser treatment, it was over in the blink of an eye. He said my scars are healing really well and just to keep applying the ointment. While doing the laser, he smiled and said, “Your breasts are so beautiful,” and every time I hear that, it instantly lifts my mood.
The capsule therapy only requires lying down for about 40 minutes, so I got so cozy under the blanket that I just dozed off… I didn’t even consciously try to sleep, so I didn’t get a single picture. When I go for my two-month check-up, I’ll make sure to take a photo… ^^
Every time I go to the hospital, I notice that the staff is all so gentle and kind. I had a lot of worries before the surgery, and if it weren’t for this warm atmosphere, I think I would have struggled to cope.
Now that I’ve escaped the bandage and am on the V-fit stage, I’m just waiting to be free from that. I’m counting down to when I can wear wired bras.
They say breast surgery is ultimately about self-satisfaction. I generally prefer loose clothing, so when I wear clothes, I don’t often feel like, “Wow, I had breast surgery!” But when I take them off, the line from my breasts to my waist looks so smooth and feminine, and I really love that. It makes my waist look slimmer, too. I plan to try on some fitted clothes and tops that show cleavage soon. I’m excited to see how different I’ll look in the mirror then… >_<